Merry X'mas

Dear K.,

I'm soooo happy at the moment, to get your mail(two days ago)!

I miss you very much, and it's firm and lasting...


Here just to say Merry X'mas again!

考不好..

雖然已經知道會考不好了
可是還是很難過..
雖然不能推托說是因為生病
因爲意志力不夠..

但補考還是比較好,
因為基本上大多都忘了
實力比較重要

我想我已經昇華了
不再去想或計較一些有的沒的!

信仰的根基在於你相不相信..
I do

All My Life

this song is made by K cI & JoJO, famous American R&B artist

It's amazing!!!!

R&B music is not bad, isn't it? :D

french exam

Just took the french exam..
I love french!!!! so much fun and the teacher is soooo nice :)

I'm busy recently
but I think of you much often..
I write here in english.. and do you get the message..
Life is full of funny things but my schedule is filled up with learning, to be a good doctor.
We're both the same but just in different world..
I'll keep going, maybe fighting

I just wanna let you know, I did, do and will love and miss you much
But I didn't tell you,
though I don't want it to be a secret....

犧牲者

能力不足 怎麼能成就大事情..
我想
我的犧牲換來了這句話就足夠了
也感謝上帝,
讓我沒爲自己的不幸苦惱太久
我很快樂..
因為我不會去算計別人
我心存感激..
也會爲我的朋友祈禱

IF

If,
I don't persist in catching up with my schedule
I'll end up with failure..

If,
I don't have foresight for my life
I'll end up with wasting my time..

If,
I don't plan for my future
I'll end up with nothing...

CMU CoNcErT

PLACE - CMU
DATE - 10.16.07
Singer - 王力宏、Gary、郭靜、強辯樂團、賈立怡

After the Pharmacologic exp., I just rush to the Concert, and it's just so great that I can't ask more. Gary and Hom, my favorite singers, perform the best part of the concert.

Gary - superman, 燭光晚餐, 背叛
Hom - 改變自己, 我們的歌, kiss goodbye
And 400 NT for the CD with signature..

I'll be the fan of Hom's forever. He is really the model of me; he always works hard to achieve PERFECT, Enjoying his life, music and business. No matter how hard things will be, he always ask for the very detail well-done. Can I, as a medical student? I will follow his spirit and be an useful doctor in the future.

--

Oh !
I didn't take my camera with me
no pics for memory...

the original me

Dear God,

Thank you for giving everything, white or black, good or bad...

I have the best papa and mama, sisters and little brother. I love them very much, but I just don't know how to express..

I've loved someone very much, but it's too difficult, too painful.. We are miles away. Love sometimes can't do everything. So the best way is to be friends for the rest life time.

I have some very good friends surrounding me, but I didn't do anything good as they do to me. I feel shame, I feel bad, I feel guilty. I DO love them and I can do everything for them.......

These days Good things happen all the time, but I just worry about the bad things coming after that. I can't forget to keep the original, the real myself.

As a medical student, I have to learn harder, study harder for the well-being of human, I never forget that..Carry the love with me.

Thank you for the kindness, dear God.

fowler's position

This position, or a variation of it, is used for feeding patient's in bed, for certain treatments and procedures, for the patient's comfort while visiting or watching television, and for those who have trouble breathing.

1. Start with the patient on the back, in the middle of the bed and in good alignment. The patient's hips should be at the place where the bend bends when the bed head is rolled up. Place the head of the bed at 30° for semi-Fowler's, 45° to 60° for Fowler's, and 90° for high Fowler's.

2. Place one or two pillows behind the patient's head to extend four to five inches below the patient's shoulders.

3. Flex elbows and place a pillow under each arm to prevent pull on the shoulders.

4. Place a pillow under each leg to extend from above the knee and to the ankle, to prevent pressure on heels.

5. Place footboard or folded pillow to keep feet in position, if necessary.

http://www.moondragon.org/health/disorders/patientpositions.html

peace movie

Next week gonna be crazy..especially I'll be busy in watching movie!
I know the Peace movie exhibition from David, and I just finish one exam,
having some time for it!

http://www.peace.org.tw/island/movie/peacemovie_2007_02/2007ONEWEB.html

Fire and Ice - 1923

By Robert Frost

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

http://www.online-literature.com/frost/

I know this poem from the handout of pathologic lectures. I was surprised my teacher, Dr 蔡建誠, loved poems(I guess!). It also raises my desire for ART..

What kind of arts? Anything I like or interest is art for me. I've lost my time for sleep, for laugh, for sports, for the guitar, for books, for family and for myself since I contributed my time for studying.. But I do not feel bad in that I'm on the way to being a doctor. I just hope I won't lose the sense of life after I'M a doctor.

Be Good!

pathology exam(1)

the mistake"s"

1. choose the WRONG, not the RIGHT one - Be carefully!

2. Infarcation:
- Red(hemorrhagic) infarct:
more in the lung. It happens in Venous occlusion(ovarian torsion), Dual circulation(lung, small intestine), Loose tissue(lung), Previously congested tissue and Reestablished blood flow to sites of previous art. occlusion and necrosis.

- White(anemic) infarct:
Art. occlusion in solid organs with end-art. circulation. eg. heart, spleen. kidney and brain. And the white infarct usually show in triangle or wedge-shaped sharp margin(very important!!)

So the twisted ovary belongs to the RED infarct!

3. Chronic GVHD means the thymus is distroied, so the central tolerance is missing. At this time autoimmune help T-cells increase, and it causes the autoimmune-like disease. The tissue is infiltrated by lymohocytes and becomes fibrosis.

So the main role here is the helper T cell.

re-open my blog

Finally I found "Blogger" to establish my new blog..

I'm glad to have a new one; it won't so much for friends but for myself. Maybe you'll think why not keep a diary? I thought about that, but I still have something to share with friends. And if I didn't write anything down, I felt some part of myself was missing.

In this blog, I'll TRY to write everything down in English for polishing my english, and for feeling free to express myself. But it won't be easy!

And of course I'll still keep the old one, here is the link
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/qwert229

Be Good!